Bhaja Govindam Verse 23
कस्त्वं कोऽहं कुत आयातः का मे जननी को मे तातः |
इति परिभावय सर्वमसारं विश्वं त्यक्त्वा स्वप्न-विचारम् ||
kastvaṃ ko’haṃ kuta āyātaḥ kā me jananī ko me tātaḥ |
iti paribhāvaya sarvam-asāram viśvaṃ tyaktvā svapna-vicāram ||
- tvaṃ: you; kaḥ: who; ahaṃ: I; kaḥ: who; kutaḥ: from where; āyātaḥ: have come; kā: who; me: my; jananī: mother; kaḥ: who; me: my; tātaḥ: father; iti: thus; paribhāvaya: reflect or deeply think! sarvam: everything; asāram: is without essence (meaningless); viśvaṃ: the world; tyaktvā: abandoning or giving up (attachment); svapnavicāram: which is like a dream / a dream-like existence
Summary: The Inquiry into True Identity
Deeply reflect upon your true identity by asking yourself who you are, who I am, where you came from, and who your mother and father truly are.
Through this self-inquiry, you must realize that all worldly relationships and experiences are completely without any essence and devoid of any ultimate reality.
Therefore, relinquish your attachment to this entire world, understanding that our existence here is as illusory and meaningless as a mere dream.
Word-by-Word Meaning:
- kastvam: who are you?
- ko’ham: who am I?
- kutaḥ āyātaḥ: from where do all these people come?
- kā me jananī: who is my mother?
- ko me tātaḥ: who is my father?
- iti paribhāvaya: may you ponder over this.
- sarvam viśvam asāram: the whole universe is non-substantial or pithless.
- svapna-vicāram tyaktvā: give up your passion and attachment to the unstable, dream-like world.
The Essential Enquiry
- The path of questioning: Authored by the disciple surendraḥ, this verse urges the seeker to constantly enquire into the true nature of existence. We are asked to probe deeply into our origins and our relationships by asking: who am I, who are you, who is my mother, who is my father, and from where do all these things come?
The Illusion of the Physical Body
- A mere bundle of parts: If we analyze the physical body, we discover that there is no standalone substance called a “body”. It is merely a name (nāma-mātram) given to a bundled collection of flesh, blood, bone, and other matter.
- The onion-peeling of reality: Probing further, we find that flesh and bone are just names given to bundles of tissues and cells. Cells are simply chains of molecules; molecules are made of atoms, and atoms are made of subatomic particles. Like peeling an onion, as we look deeper, the concrete substance vanishes, leaving only particles or energy in constant motion. The world is purely non-substantial name and form (nāma and rūpa).
The Search for True Stability
- The pithless universe: Because the universe is constantly changing and essentially non-substantial (asāram), holding onto these fleeting names and forms cannot provide any real stability in life.
- The Haridwar river analogy: To find true stability, we must look beyond the changing nāma and rūpa to find the ultimate substance. Just as a person bathing in the fast currents of the Haridwar river must hold onto the firmly fixed iron chain rather than the unstable, rushing water, we must learn to depend on the ultimate, unchanging reality rather than the shifting world.
The Dream-Like Nature of the World
- Waking up to reality: The text describes the world as svapna-tulyam (like a dream). While we are asleep, the dream world feels incredibly tangible and solid. However, the moment we wake up, the so-called solid dream completely disappears into thin air. Similarly, through spiritual enquiry, we wake up to the ultimate reality, and the tangible world is recognized as a passing illusion.
- Giving up the obsession: Because the world is dream-like, the verse instructs us to give up our intense passion, attachment, and emotional dependence on it (svapna-vicāram tyaktvā).
The Analogy of the Cardboard Chair
- The illusion of support: To perfectly illustrate this point, Swamiji Paramarthananda provides the brilliant analogy of a cardboard chair. Imagine a chair made entirely of cardboard but beautifully decorated with silver paper. It looks incredibly attractive and can be used to decorate a room or showcase items (alaṃkāra). However, there is one thing you absolutely cannot do with it: you cannot sit your full eighty-five-kilo weight on it. If you lean on it for support, it will instantly collapse.
- Shifting dependence to bhagavan: The entire world is exactly like this cardboard chair. We can use the world, play in it, and appreciate it, but we must never lean on it for our emotional security. The ultimate intelligence of a spiritual seeker is giving up world-dependence and completely shifting to bhagavan-dependence (bhaja govindam).