Bhaja Govindam Verse 21

पुनरपि जननं पुनरपि मरणं पुनरपि जननीजठरे शयनम् ।
इह संसारे बहुदुस्तारे कृपयापारे पाहि मुरारे ॥ 21 ॥
punarapi jananaṃ punarapi maraṇaṃ punarapi jananījaṭhare śayanam |
iha saṃsāre bahudustāre kṛpayāpāre pāhi murāre || 21 ||

  • punaḥ api: again; jananaṃ: birth; punaḥ api: again; maraṇaṃ: death; punaḥ api: again; jananī-jaṭhare: in the mother’s womb; śayanam: sleeping (lying down); he murāre: Oh Murari (bhagavan)! iha: in this; apāre: boundless (endless); bahudustāre: very difficult to cross; saṃsāre: worldly existence (cycle of birth and death); kṛpayā: with compassion; pāhi: protect (me)!

Summary: Seeking Bhagavan’s Grace
In this cycle of samsara, a jīva is repeatedly subjected to the endless cycle of taking birth, dying, and dwelling in a mother’s womb.
This vast ocean of saṃsāra is extremely difficult to cross through one’s own efforts alone.
Therefore, one must earnestly pray to *bhagavan* to compassionately protect me.

The Universal Problem of Transmigration

  • The common human problem: This verse is attributed to the disciple nityanātha, who is known to us only by his name. He points out that while individual and family problems may vary, there is one universal problem that affects every single human being: saṃsāra.
  • The meaning of saṃsāra: The term literally translates to moving from one setup or condition to another, as the root saraṇam means “moving.” Right from birth, we are in a state of constant transition from one situation to the next.
  • The helplessness of change: While moving through favorable and beautiful situations is enjoyable, many situations in life are unwanted and forced upon us. A child losing its parents or an adult losing a spouse are prime examples of this. We are constantly pushed from one circumstance to another in a cyclic movement.

The Cycle of Birth and Death

  • The endless loop of mortality: Death does not put an end to this forced movement, because every person is reborn. The verse states punarapi jananaṃ punarapi maraṇaṃ, meaning we are repeatedly born and repeatedly dying.
  • Merry-go-round versus sorry-go-round: If we were the absolute masters of our future—deciding exactly what we would experience next—life would be an enjoyable journey, much like a European vacation tour where we freely choose our destinations and hotels. That would be a “merry-go-round.” However, because we do not have control over the events of our lives, it is more akin to being kidnapped by a militant and dragged helplessly from place to place. This transforms life into a “sorry-go-round.”
  • Kidnapped by karma: We are essentially kidnapped by our own past karma and by yamadharmarāja (the lord of death). We are forced into new situations without anyone asking for our permission or giving us advance notice. This helpless state of being pushed around is the slavery of saṃsāra.
  • Entering the womb again: This cycle forces the jīva to constantly take new forms, expressed in the verse as punarapi jananījaṭhare śayanam—helplessly resting in the womb (jananī jaṭharam) of yet another mother.

Seeking the Timeless Reality

  • The shoreless ocean of time: The verse describes this worldly existence as iha saṃsāre bahudustāre and apāre—an extremely difficult, shoreless ocean to cross. We are trapped in the constant flow of time. Even going to heaven does not solve this, as all realms are still bound within time and space coordinates.
  • The timeless principle: To escape this trap and transform life into an enjoyable journey, one must go entirely beyond time. There is only one principle that is completely beyond time: brahman or bhagavan.
  • A plea for divine grace: Realizing this profound helplessness, the seeker prays: kṛpayāpāre pāhi murāre—”Oh Lord, out of your boundless compassion, please protect me and lift me out of this time-bound ocean of existence.”
  • Freedom through bhagavan: As Bhattathiri beautifully describes the Lord of Guruvayur in the Narayaneeyam, bhagavan is kāladēśa avadhibhyāṃ nirmuktam (completely free from the limitations of time and space). By taking refuge in bhagavan who exists beyond time, a person can deliberately and freely enter the world without ever being caught or enslaved by saṃsāra again.

The Necessity of Divine Grace

  • The immense obstacles in the spiritual pursuit: In this portion of the teaching, the disciple nityanāthaḥ emphasizes the absolute importance of īśvara-kṛpā (the grace of bhagavan) for achieving success in one’s spiritual journey.
  • The sources of resistance: Spiritual success is not easily attained because a seeker inevitably faces numerous hurdles. These obstacles arise from three primary areas: internal obstacles from within oneself, obstacles from known external factors, and unforeseen challenges from unknown external factors, such as one’s own past karma.

The Two Wings of Spiritual Success

  • The insufficiency of human effort: Because the obstacles to spiritual growth are so vast and unpredictable, human effort alone is never sufficient to guarantee success. Our individual effort must always be reinforced and boosted by īśvara-kṛpā.
  • The bird analogy: To illustrate this vital balance, the teaching compares personal effort and divine grace to the two wings of a bird. A bird can only fly high when both wings are present and functioning together. Similarly, spiritual success is only possible when a seeker combines sincere personal effort with the grace of bhagavan.
  • The irreplaceable nature of both: Both components are equally vital and completely irreplaceable. Personal effort cannot be replaced by divine grace, nor can divine grace be replaced by mere human effort.
  • The ultimate prayer: Recognizing this profound truth and our inherent limitations, the seeker constantly offers the prayer, murāre kṛpayā pāhi—”O bhagavan, please protect me from these obstacles.”